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Today was not a good day.

Mon Nov 16, 2009, 2:20 PM
  • Mood: Pissed Off
  • Listening to: Take Me Under - Three Days Grace
  • Reading: nothing
  • Eating: cherries :D
  • Drinking: water
Today was, needless to say, not a good day.

It's not even today that's the recipient of my wrath, cause all in all I wouldn't have minded if it was under different circumstances.
So sorry, Monday, November 16th, for the hate I have for you at the moment.

First off, my physics teacher is a dumbass. Idiot split our presentation over two days. WELL GEE THANKS FOR BASICALLY MAKING US DO IT TWICE YOU INCOMPETANT, INSUFFERABLE DISGRACE TO THE TEACHING PROFFESSION.
THANKS A BUNCH.

Then good old art of course has to be art history this week. How much I care about Michaelangelo and his naked men is only rivalled by the fascination I have for watching paint dry.

You ever have those days where you just want to be angry for the sake of being angry? Anger is an easy emotion to understand. You sweat it out. You go kick something until your feel like you're going to collapse and then fall back and sigh, realizing that you feel much better.

Not like depression,
That bitch is much much harder to get out of your head.

I think that one of the things I fear the most in life is not being good enough. Not as much fear, since it happens all too often, but it's the kind of scared and frantic sadness that it doesn't ever matter how hard I try, nothing I ever do will ever be good enough.

2009 has been full of that.

Maybe I should dye my hair blonde.

I think fairy tales and disney movies are wrong like that, letting us believe that every girl has her prince, friends are easy to figure out and they'll always be there for you, the harder you try the farther you'll get, and no effort goes unrewarded.

They don't teach you that sometimes your prince will prance off into the sunset with your best friend, friends will leave you for a newer model, no one will give a shit about how hard you tried, and sometimes you need to put on your big girl panties and deal with it because you realize that the only person left to trust is yourself.

I refuse to be a backup to anyone, because seriously? I'm not putting up with it.
I am nobody's f*cking second place.

Just food for thought.

Peace,

~Lenny
P.S. I really want to see "An Education"

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Lenny.
(you'll never guess my age)
Canada

I'm not easily understood but I'm easy enough to get along with.
Just don't give me a reason to hate you and I won't waste my time looking for one.

I'm far more intelligent in print.
I'm nowhere near as articulate in real life.

I'm not being overly dramatic when I say that art is my life. I honestly could not imagine my life if I wasn't allowed to draw.

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  • Current Residence: Legara
  • Interests: Art, music, books, etc.
  • Favourite movie: Quest for Camelot, Stranger than Fiction, The Breakfast Club, The Princess Bride and Spirited Away
  • Favourite band or musician: Evanescence, Tokio Hotel, Muse, Imogen Heap, Motion City Soundtrack, Blue October, AFI etc.
  • Favourite genre of music: Rock. That's all there is to it.
  • Favourite artist: Polina (paint the lily), Kishimoto/Watase/Takahashi/Sadamoto
  • Favourite poet or writer: Cornelia Funke, J.K. Rowling, and others that I have not the time nor the energy to list.
  • Favourite photographer: don't have one...
  • Favourite style of art: the good kind.
  • Operating System: VISTA.
  • MP3 player of choice: ipod nano second generation?
  • Skin of choice: mine?
  • Favourite cartoon character: Haku^^ (from naruto)
  • Personal Quote: "It is much better to fail at originality than it is to succeed in imitation"
  • Tools of the Trade: Markers, pencil crayons, watercolour Adobe Photoshop CS3, and anything else I can get my hands on...

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Mood: Joy ~Loralthea Sep 9, 2009, 6:25:54 PM
Thank you SO much for the favorite!!!

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~wkobra Aug 26, 2009, 6:44:01 PM
tnx for the fav! ^^

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=artsangel Jul 7, 2009, 5:06:19 PM
Thanks for watching! Much appreciated! :glomp:

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~loveondeathswings Jul 7, 2009, 6:49:19 PM
No problem!
I love love love your comic. Keep up the great work :]

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~ZoeWieZo Jun 22, 2009, 10:01:02 PM
Thank you for the fav! :D
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Thanks for visiting :wave:

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~idolise-me Apr 26, 2009, 2:25:40 PM
Thanks :heart:

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~loveondeathswings Apr 26, 2009, 3:50:59 PM
no problem :]

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`alexds1 Jan 12, 2009, 8:30:20 AM
Thanks a ton for the watch :D
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~loveondeathswings Apr 26, 2009, 3:51:13 PM
not a problem :]

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